I GUESS I SHOULD JUST SLEEP IN THE TOILET!

Nothing to do since after lunch break.. Nearly dozed off afew times. So tired. Watched brazil vs ghana match last night, but nv play mahjong... Finally a break from mj n tonight break from soccer.. haha... Need a good sleep tonight. Think i too kan jiong i'll be late for work le, i will automatically wake up at ard 5 am every morning. I'm so tired.

Anyway next match is Ger vs Arg. Tough fight man... They are just unlucky to meet each other in this round. Both are good, but one of them will be out. Wasted...

Just read a blog by a girl who was down with ovarian cancer. she is only 25. So sad...And the saddest thing is that she had passed away in May.. Life is just so unpredictable... We should treasure our lives n those around us. Do things that u wanna do now before its too late... Dont live with regrets- that's the most important.

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BAcked to work, so tired... Played mahjong last night from 9 to 11 n watched soccer ITALY vs AUSTRALIA... Aus is so so unlucky man.. thought they'll be going into extra time... but last few second they kana penalty.. HAiyo, So SUAY... Just afew seconds more. but anyway there will always be a winner n a loser.. guess maybe if go into extra time they might oso lose. So might as well dun waste time. but they are so sad..

Finally got something to do today. was quite busy from morning till 5 mins ago. ANyway it is going to be lunch time soon. Super hungry now. Played mahjong over the weekend on fri n sun. was quite lucky, won about 20 bucks. haha... dunno when can play again, maybe tonight???? haha... HOOKED!

I'm going to be bored to death... nothing to do for the past hour. sianzzzzzzzzzz... Hope i dun need to come in tmr, I rather not earn that 4 hrs of pay. Sit here like an idiot... Stay at home to sleep better.

Back to work! Took one whole day leave instead of half... haha... Had fun on wed nite at zouk n a happy shopping trip on thurs morning. woke up at 8 n reached orchard at 10. i thought i was early, nv expect that there are so many pple earlier than me... it was so crowded n the things were oredi quite messy. But i still manage to find a few pieces of top that i like. bought a racer back top, a spag, a tube n a jacket.. As usual i like them alot.. Definitely will wear them by next week.. Haha.. And tonight i'm going to play mj again... haha... Schedule quite pack.. Got so much to do. Work, tuition, mahjong, clubbing, chill out sessions... Having headache now, think not enough sleep since tues night. Hope i dun have to come back tmr morning. hahaha. then i can have a good rest after mahjong tonight... hahaha... still not much things to do now anyway. Haiz.. Really bored man.. Cant just sit here n slack whole day. I need something to do!!!

Finally asked my sepervisor if i can take half day leave tmr. haha... Actually wanted to take whole day. hmmm but think i better come back to work n earn abit of money. so tonight i'm going club n tmr morning i'll be heading down to orchard for mango sale, n then back to work. hope to get some cheap tops. hahaha... Anyway i've been telling myself to stop buying.. but i think i just couldnt resist... ALways tempted when i see those nice tops, flats, heels n skirts. haaha...

Yawnzzz... Played mahjong last nite n lost $1.30. was winning till adeline gao a si tai zhi mo, then another san tai zhi mo... really hooked to mahjong, but tonight no mahjong. It is Ladies nite. haha... will be heading to zouk with Elyse n friends... Yeah yeah... Finally it is clubbing time... Anyway MANGO SALE starting tomorrow. Haiz, no time to go there in the morning. but if go at night the place sure super messy... guess i can only go on sunday morning. but there will be no size available. Sianz...

hi peeps, haha u see i'm here blogging again. SUPER SIAN... i cant let anyone from bax global know my blog add man.. haha.. cos i kept blogging while ther are working... KEKEKE.. Anyway i wanted to blog at about 10 30... but luckily i saw my boss working in. faster close the window man. Guess i'm hooked to mahjong, my mind kept thinking of mahjong. Tonight i'm free, but dunno who wanna play. Ru is working, guess she wouldnt want n adeline dunno free anot. haha.. later jio her n see if she wants... another hour to lunch. COUNTDOWN!!! I'm just super super extremely bored. HELP HELP!!! Whwhahahah

Reached Bax GLobal at 815am - My workplace ... Luckily i managed to catch the bus today... today is the forth day of work n i actally took cab twice here. that means only 2 days i managed to catch the bus. Anyway the first was excusable, cos i didnt know where to board the bus. Dont know what i can do today. Most of the work have to wait till next Monday then i can start to consolidate. Hmmm have not took leave for thurs yet. Later i shall tell the person incharge... Wat's the reason? Definitely cannot say its bcos i'm going clubbing on wed nite. KEKE... Anyway got a wedding invitation from a malay colleauge.. Never been to a malay wedding before... Wat would i be expeting? I guess is their curry chicken,haha... ALways have cravings for curry..

Whahaha... Finally found a website that is not blocked. I'm working now.. haaha... but nothing to do now. So bored... Most of the websites are blocked-Friendster, msn, even yahoo..

Exams over for 2 weeks.. Finally found a job, done afew changes to my life, settled things, played mahjong most of the nights, went shopping ( bought many tops n skirts)but there's still one thing i've not done- that's to go clubbing! Hmmm, maybe i should take half day leave on thurs so that i can go clubbing on wed nite.. wahahahhah... AND one more very impt thing to do-GET SLIM. Expecting myself to lose at least 3 kg when school starts. Hahaha. Hope i can achieve that.

Heard a 'theory' today. A lady should find a man who love her more than she love him. Reason being- if the lady only love him 20% of what he love her, after marriage she'll eventually love him n the family 100%. And that's when the amount of love given by both of them would be the same. ILLOGICAL!! How would you know who love who more. Maybe u're only giving 20%, but he's only giving 10% ma... There's no mathematical equations one lo... So stop giving coming up with all this 'theory'. One can never measure the amount of love. Cos it is only you to decide how much you're willing to give... And it is just a feeling in you... You'll never get to see or feel how much exactly the other partner is giving. even if u feel he/she is giving the full 100%, it could be the opposite.
And further more who would not want to be with someone he/she love. if i only love him 20% or maybe even 0%, do you think i'll want to settle down with him in the first place? of cos is more than that then one would consider settling down ma.
What 20% or 100% 'theory', think it wouldnt work for me... I only know i would give you as much as i can if i have fallen in love.

For All The Heartaches And Tears,
For Gloomy Days And Fruitless Years
I Do Give Thanks, For Now I Know,
These Were The Things That Help Me Grow

So bored so bored so bored so bored so bored.... see i'm just so bored. i Just got no mood to study for my cf anymore. so bored... i wanna play MAHJONG n go SHOPPING!!!

arghhh i'm going crazy from studying cf. i'm soooooooooooooo lost. Dunno where to start from.. keep flipping the notes.. this chapter first no this no that... Kaoz.. all i oso dun understand. i'm going to fail this i guess-that means more $$$$$... haiz.. to me is not about failing but its just about the additional $$$ i've to pay. arghhhh.. wat is upper n lower bound? still cant figure out after someone explained to me for an hour. Am i just stupid or wat. one hr on just tat and i still cant get it. Y???

wa super sian... still trying to memorise the points for director's duties... n i still got 3 more topics to memorise. how can i finish all:( wa lau y pple can memorise word for word for an entire essay but i cant even remember all the points for a single topic. I need a break... Last night was memorising all the points for marketin n now all the points for law. Tmr i gotta vomit all out. I mean ALL... whether it is relevant or not i dun care... i'll just write all down... Oredi spend so much time memorising n i still have to structure them properly tmr.. NOoo... dun wanna waste my effort of memorising all but not using all. Think i'm going crazy...